The "hopefully" new me!!!!

Today is the first day on the road to the new me!!  After all this time and pain, I've finally decided I need to make a change for the better.  Everything points to loosing weight to feel good.  I hate taking pictures.  I hate looking at the pictures that someone has snuck of me.  I hate the way my kids talk about mom being bigger.  I hate not having enough energy to do all the things with the kids.  I hate not being able to move certain ways b/c the fat is in the way.  I WILL do this.  I CAN do this.  Time to get on the band wagon.  It doesn't matter that I don't "look" my weight or that no one believes me when I tell them how much I weigh.  I know what the scale says and I've smelt the coffee!  No more excuses.  No more denial.  Time to start loosing :)  So who's with me???  lol